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Hi Guyz!..Sorry for the long break that I haven't touch any of my blog slots and so lazy to updated it. I just finish completing my final year project program, doing so much work on studying VB program and altering all the code. Even though I'm working hard on it, still no progress have been done. Just some small matter complete on changing its appearance.
Judging from my daily working hours, starting this week, I need some extra hours just to completing everything in my studies and also my work. This week is already week 8 and my supervisor is already complaining about the report and also the progress of the project. My midterm still in pending, nothing have been done and no motivation to revise for it. My dateline works are still in progress and some of it need to submit this Friday. Lastly to say here, my host program still not finish and I blank out with no ideas....
Now, I'm just praying to God to give me some extra hours or give me a fully 250% of energy to charge up my body to all the works and need to be done by this Friday. Wish me Good Luck! guys....need it so much!....please.....
Somebody...Help Me!...Onegai!!!.....
Saturday comes again. Sure its a very beautiful day for everyone because its weekend. Most of us maybe at home, "guling-guling" around with their siblings and enjoying their free time. Some of us, takes this opportunity having a good time with their own couple, dating. Seems everyone enjoying their time.
Even so, for me, still is the same. Through out this week, busy with studies and work, seems I forgot everything about my worries. Forgot about how miserable I'm, forgot how lonely I'm, forgot about how much wimp is I'm, forgot how much time I wasted just to get a person to like me, and forgot how hell is my life. Seems it's all just a short break amnesia from all the worries that I have. Not to mention, the busiest week of my life is this week. Damn tired!...
But when it comes to Saturday, all the worries come back and hunted me for two more days and maybe for the rest of my weekend life. Its just like a clock, every time it reach 12, it will goes again and again until its battery weaken to death. Just same as me...
Today, my roommate seems to be nice to me, ask me to join him for lunch and also take me for a shopping at Alamanda. He is sure a very nice guy, and even the person always helps me with my life. Maybe he knows from the look of my face, how miserable I'm, just being nice to cheer me up. Thanks a lot!, my buddy, you are the best roommate ever that I have..
But seems, even he's hard work to cheer me up are not really working, I just show my happy & smiling face so that he may not be worried. Deep inside, still its an empty soul, cracking bit by bit.
Finish going out until 4pm, back again to my small cage, trap my self at my room, pretending that I nerd, always studying, pretending to be happy, even so its a fake smile, pretend to laugh loud like crazy over anime, still deep inside are shallow with nothing.
Conclude that, it just my normal ways of spending time over my weekend. It just how a person who am I spending his life during his weekend. And that is how it goes every week, every month, every year and maybe every decade of my future life.
Still is me that you all knows...
Last night I was invited by my old friend to join this one community group known as FaceBox. Its quite the same like Friendster but not really copying the My Space system.
Its quite fascinating with the system interaction within the website which is you can upload any video or music like multiply website (if u have one), but FaceBox is much more stable and fast to upload any music and video. You doesn't have to gone through any hard ship in html or java script programming or maybe using YouTube to upload any of your video file. In FaceBox also you can share any thing from pictures to video or maybe from anything you like. Simple and easy to use mechanism.
Come and join me in faceBox. Just click the this link to join or click here: Addy Arry FaceBox
Today, seems for me is quite a very busy day. I got lots of work to be done and in the same time, I got too much of classes to be attend. My Final year project seems going well and my body is creeping me out of it. Not enough rest for this week, and somebody, please help me find a girlfriend. So that, she can give me some company and help me with my work. Please....I'm begging here....
See you guys later, got business to attend.
Take care!
In my cold and shivering left hand,
its a small ring,
for the two who are far apart,
it's the treasure that bounds them together,
In the letter that arrive in early winter,
there was a ring and the last word...
Goodbye,
when we meet again,
I wonder of your dream will be fulfilled.
Walking away from me,
I silently look at your back,
I want to tell you,
Good Luck!...
"Guys, the girl who’s holding onto you is PERFECT in her own special way. The way she laughs, the way she sleeps, The way she loves you, the way she tries to please you… Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, For someone else who can love her more, But she has rejected another possible perfect love for her. The other guy, would willing to love her more than you do, And fulfill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Cherish and appreciate your girl. Don't ever break her fragile heart. She is the only one who can love you that way."
Kajikanda hidariteno naka,
Osoroi nochisana ringu,
Tooku nanareteita futari wo,
Tsunaideita takaramono,
Fuyo no hajimeni todoita tegami,
Hitotsu no yubiwa to saigou no kotoba.
Dayunara mata anatoki ni kimi wa,
Egaiteta yume wo kanateru kana,
Aruki dasu kimi no senaka no sotto,
okunitaiyo,
Ganbatte...
*English translations will be next post, for the time being, figure out yourself k gangs!
This is just a poem. If its hurt you so much and make you turn yourself back into a bad past, I'm sorry. For whom to love the meaning of this saying's, thank you and hope you please.
"The Poem"
A heart that seeks out another person.
A heart that cherish another person.
Love,
It is hard to speak of love,
and love can't be seen,
on the contrary,
love sometimes bring pain,
divided people,
and even become a weapon to hurt someone.
But even so,
they yearn for love,
because its the purpose of life,
experiencing the pain of parting,
the joy of meeting someone,
and the things in between,
laughter, teas, anger,
you live your life,
in order to experience each of them,
seeking the love within.
No matter how hard,
or how painful it may be,
without it, life is in lost,
that which makes it,
worth to live with it.
Thank you.
