"There no reason for me to love or to hate you...", Tulips...

This is my late night shift for my personal writing about my heart. Hope I can share with you and bear with me k. I'm sorry if you don't like it and I'm again sorry for this writing's to show up that will make you uncomfortable. Again, I'm sorry...

One's said to me "there is no reason for me to love or to hate you...", a person that I've admire. Is it necessarily to have reason to love and to hate someone? Yes it is have some reason why we love someone and maybe towards the person we hated.

Plenty of reason came from our heart to love someone so dearly. Even the feeling only can describe by GOD who creates us in HIS world, but to loved someone without a reason is a loved that only worthless. We love someone so special in our heart just to be with him/her. We loved someone to make them happy. We loved someone just to see they smile and laughing with us all the time. We loved someone to share our sad and happiness together. We loved someone just to see them hug towards us just to feel warm and comfortable when we needed. This is just a few reason just to express a reason why we need a reason to loved someone so dearly and special.

They also some reasons that we hated a person even though he/she is the person that we loved. You may hated them if he/she cheated on you. You may hated him/her just to make them realize how much you love him/her. You may hated him/her because he/she is the devil. Many thing that you can hated in this universe. Its a part of your heart which opposite to love.

Which is there is no meaning toward the words of no reason to love or to hate a person. You can love the person that you hated or vice versa. It's the same thing. You can't put the facts that you not love him/her or not hated him/her at the same time. Means that he/she is just a thing or a nothing for you. He/she maybe consider invisible and not existed.

There is a reason in many creation of GOD that have an explanation each of it. An explanation always comes with many reason. Believed it, its all up to you.

Side Story: "Tulips",
Legend tells of a Persian youth, named Ferhad, who fell in love with a young woman named Shirin. She did not reciprocate his feelings for her, so he went out into the desert to die, presumably from a broken heart. As his heart ached, his tears fell into the sand and turned into beautiful tulips. Amongst the Persians, the tulip is an offering a young man makes to his beloved. What he is saying in the Language of Flowers is "as the redness of this flower, I am on fire with love."

White tulips: Express forgiveness.
Pink tulips: Caring
Purple tulips: Royalty
Red tulips: Declaration of love
Yellow tulips: Hopelessly in love

As the end, I'm apologize again for all my mistake and may cause a heart feeling and bad mood to someone reading this. And I offer you a white tulips to ask for forgiveness as the yellow tulips blend within as show all my sorrow. But, in the same time, my heart still carrying the pink tulips towards you and waiting for the red tulips to accompany it within my heart.

I'm sorry;