"if you can, please hate me; if you can't, please ignore me; if you don't want, please make me cry"....

What is love means to you?...Is it too soft to hold by both of our hands, or it just a word that only can be said once or twice to our special person, or is just a letter expressing a feeling that never ever can be explain by our human heart that it's so special and hang over by a moment...

"Honey and Clover" is a anime story tells us about how love flow around our human life in many different way. It not just a feeling that have been create by our heart just to love and care about someone. The story itself tell many kind of different issues about someone love a person and in the same time, how to express their feeling through relationship that only a poem sang along with the animation cartoon character can explain. I very fascinate with the story line even though, for some other point of view, this anime is only a lame story that so slow and will make you so bored. But for me, I not really a romance guy that very soft in heart like to watch this kind of love story. I'm just a guy want to learn about love and the same time, love is only part of my heart that keeps beating along with a feeling guilty and hatred.

Ever thought that why love sometimes give us a feeling of comfort, safe and secure. But in the same time, love also just a feeling that scare's us for just being in love or rejected. Or in another situation where love goes blind where only fate reach us in being a human being.

For a guy like me, love means happiness around me with the feeling just to make other smile and enjoy their living in a way which they choose to be happy. For me, I rather smile to somebody else that need that kind of smile from a guy like me with no feeling to be in love or just being love by others.

Love explain any kind of things that even human being can express in words. Expression towards to love someone so dearly that you sacrifice anything to be together with that truly special person even though you broke your own heart. Love that only can be express by caring and cherish someone that near to you with full of love. Falling love with someone that never understand your feeling towards him, that only can be describe by expression of the face shows. Or just a feeling loving a person that only fails after expression a short word that really shows how much you love to that person means. And from all of that, is there a meaning of failed love...

Whether there's any meaning to a failed love...Is something that will disappear the same as something that never existed?....For me, I'm so glad that I once felt in love with someone or somebody that cherish me.

Love is only a words that explain an expression that only Gods knows how it goes beyond our imaginations. Just being a human being, we must cherish it and explore it in many ways that only give us the truth meaning of it.

I'm "Hostel-Sick",Tata Hima's..Suu!!!

Hollaa!....I'm back again at my hostel. Even though that I'm now officially on vacation of study leave, but I'm afraid that I can't really enjoy it. Still attach to hostel and campus life, like my roommate say's, " Lepak jelah kat sini, leh teman aku..HiHi..!!", sort of like that.

I'm not really back to campus just having fun with my friends. Just came back here, to complete and get some approval letter from Dean of FOE for my loan extension form. So, starting today, I'm getting busy with the management of my campus. In the free time maybe, I'm also glad that again I can see some of my friends and hanging out with them even for couple minutes and hours.


While I'm back home, I'm helping my parent around the evening hour late night dawn, gardening around the house. Not much, but at least,I can free some of my mind just thinking about my project thesis and some of my part time work. Actually, I really impress with my work
on gardening. Confidently that I really have some talent on me towards gardening. Like our Prime Minister encourage young man need to involve in agricultural industry. For me, let me think about it just for a moment. I'm just a pc freak and nerd, not suitable for ground handling.....HiHi...if have efforts, sure you can try....

I'll be here until around Wednesday or Thursday depends on my schedule and submission of my form. So, hope to see you guys around. Take care...Cau!!!

Old Wag Branch Mushroom!

This is one of the mushroom that live and grow on a branch that already old and rusty. Its not really poison and some of the kampung fellows like it to be cook as part of their daily meals. Also one of the way if you on a budget to cook for your family, this mushrooms can be find on a dead tree branches.

Before I came back to Cyberjaya, my father and I walk through at my back yard house along the way to the rubber trees estate. There were a large tree branches that already been cut down for rebuilding a new planting for the rubber seeds. So, we both search the mushrooms just after the rain drops. This must follow the rule to pick this kind of mushroom while they are still wet which after the rain because the roots are still wet and easy to peel off. And also beware of the poisons. The poison of the mushrooms only actives when its dry and sunshine.

These mushrooms are very tasty if you having it with a rice cook with curry. Like Kuah Kari. Its taste some like chicken stew and some also like vege a bit. If go an buy it on the Pasar Malam Kampung style, it sells around RM2 for one tin can. Its quite cheap and not very plenty to enjoy. And if you very - very RAJIN, just go sight seeing on the trees branches behind your house, sure it come off after the rain stops. Enjoy!..YUMMY!

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My Blog Site is Complete! ~ Thanks Abby!

Hye again guys!...sorry I'm not online for a while coz busy updating and organizing my new blog interface. so much to do and so many little details thing I need to complete before I go back home to my hometown.

I would like to thanks my friend, Abby for helping me with my design and also quite a looker and genius in design her blog. Try take a look on her blog. There some many info and new things about her life. Sort of like a romantic novels arena there...HiHi!...

So, just need to continue my day again today. If I have any good/bad news, just go through my blog k!. See you guys later!...Tata!

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